i honestly just need someone to come into my life that really genuinely cares about me and wants to sit and have long conversations about things that actually matter and wants to go on adventures late at night and wants to be there for me at my lowest points and celebrate with me at my highest points and just be the rock that keeps me going when life gets rough 

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sometimes i just get upset because im not the person i want to be and i think about my future and it clouds my head with negative thoughts about how im not going to be important

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Dazed & Confused..

Senior year starts in a few weeks. It’s time to start thinking about applying for colleges and what I want to do with the rest of my life.. I’m so lost and confused. Everyone’s asking me what I want to do and I honestly have no idea. I was once so passionate about makeup and beauty school, it was my art and how I expressed myself. But I’ve been so busy and my inspiration is gone. I don’t have any fun doing makeup right now. Should I go to college? Apply for scholarships and loans and financial aid and go to college? Or do I go to beauty school? Do I still want to go to Beauty school? Or do I want to skip all that and just work.. I was told senior year was supposed to be easy and the best year of our lives. What the hell? Someone lied to me. This is the most stressful year of my life.